Life is one of the most complicated things to figure out. The thing is, we all have to experience it, whether we like it or not.
I was once the “I don’t know how he does it” guy, and I single handedly burned myself to the ground in a matter of two years.
I went from being a triple-major honor student, to a guy who has had to repeat a class four times already.
I went from getting promoted at work, and demoted the following semester.
I went from being one of the best in my French horn studio, to giving a humiliating performance in front of my peers and professors on a night that was suppose to be one of the best nights of my college career.
And, I wish I could blame drugs for whatever went wrong in my life, but I am ashamed to admit I am drug-free.
There was no outside source that I could blame for my actions and results, just myself.
After everything that has happened in my life, I only have one request for the people in my life.
Do not feel sorry for me.
I am quite happy with how my life is going.
In fact, I welcome misfortune into my life because I believe those ugly moments are the things that make a person stronger.
Those moments are mine, and belong to no one else.
Of course, I am not saying you should do nothing after unwanted events happen.
The most important thing you should do is learn and reflect on them.
Learn what NOT to do. And, when you are having an average day, reflect and be thankful that you are not in an ugly place.
If your life looks the same as it looked two years ago, you are not living. Life is about growth, not comfort.
If you have failed in life, school or love, pick yourself back up and keep on trying.
As for me, I am doing okay. I may not be as close to perfection as I was two years ago, but I am sure stronger than I was before.
“A flower that blooms in adversity is the rarest and most beautiful of all.”